Monday, February 14, 2011

needs love to rescue me

Sunday, February 6, 2011

He felt the earth
and breathed its breath
the sand fell through
til none was left.
He loved the wind
swam in the rain
beyond the break he drowned
in pain.
On a lonely ship
he left adrift
waves washed in
began to sift.
The soul took form
and with its light
released from hurt
in dark of night.
Day break came
with dawned new life
he flowed free
with first delight.
He is now the day
that breathes new songs
he IS my wind
forever strong



Friday, February 4, 2011

0914090843 I just want to grow old with you once I fix myself

0105101221 Ok how is she doing ok?

0121102134 I love all of u kiss the kids

0211101407 I just heard your dad has lung cancer

0225101314 So bad in my life it feels like my body is shutting down

0228100941 Good morning lovey how are you. How was your night what time are you coming home

0308101453 Mainly to chat I miss talking to you I am having a hard time

0310101030 I just got the pic of her she is so cute.how are you today.will you still bring me that check. ok I love you.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

I will either stand close enough to the mirror and sink when I brush my teeth that I'm too close to see my reflection, or I'll avert my eyes the entire time. It's all in the eyes. It always has been. A window. A tunnel. It breathes truth and all of the unspoken words.

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

I know I can run away. But how do I learn to walk away with grace?